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I Am Existing - This Is Mine - This Is This

कदा स्वमेव देवेशि पूर्णतां प्रकाशयेत् ॥

kadaa svameva deveshi poornataam prakaashayet ||

VBT Verse 103

Intermediate🌌 Space & VoidContinuous practice throughout the dayAny moment of self-awareness

The Sutra

"I am existing. This is mine. This is this. O Beloved, even in such know illimitably."

Paul Reps translation, Zen Flesh, Zen Bones (1957)

Understanding

Three ordinary statements: "I am existing," "This is mine," "This is this." We say these a thousand times unconsciously. This technique asks: in the very midst of these ordinary claims, know illimitably. When you say "I exist" - who is this I? It is illimitable. When you say "This is mine" - the sense of possession points to the possessor who is limitless. Every ordinary statement, examined, reveals the limitless.

Original Sanskrit

कदा स्वमेव देवेशि पूर्णतां प्रकाशयेत् ॥

kadaa svameva deveshi poornataam prakaashayet ||

Vijnanabhairava Verse 103 (Technique 80 of 112)

How to Practice

1

Throughout the day, catch yourself making ordinary claims: "I am hungry," "This is my house," "That is a tree."

2

Pause on any such statement. Start with "I am existing" - the most basic claim.

3

Ask: who is this "I" that exists? Do not answer with name or role. Feel the "I" itself. It is vast.

4

Take "This is mine" - who is the owner? Feel the one who possesses. That one is limitless.

5

Take "This is this" - the simple act of recognition. Who recognizes? The recognizer has no limits.

6

In every ordinary moment of self-reference, feel the limitlessness that is always present behind the words.

Duration

Continuous practice throughout the day

Best Time

Any moment of self-awareness

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